Nervous

It seems silly that over the last few years I've done so many new and difficult things and yet Waking up early tomorrow and driving down to connecticut gets me nervous.

Connecticon does monthly member appreciation days, that I've never take the advantage of. I figured it was time to give it a whirl. I'm bringing a few board games but mostly going to connect with some of the people and figure a few things out for what I'm doing this summer.

Don't worry I'll play, after all ... all work and no play makes Jack... well it makes me burn out and sometimes physiacally sick as it upsets the delicate equalibrium I mange to keep my illness in.

Ah well. It will be intresting to see what I get done tomorrow. I already took care of something my cars has been telling me needed attantion. And I did it all by myself. I think I can manage the drive to a place two states away and which I've never been to for an event I've never attended.

So why does it get me all tense? It's only for six or seven hours (well tewlve if you count travel time), then I'm due back up here for a group meeting with freinds that I rarely miss, and that will help me figure out some things for an up coming project or two that are not on my master list but still worth persuing.

I will settle back into my life this coming week and get some things that need doing done.

I'll be in contact by monday night.
Take care of yourselves,
Roving Jack