Transmutation

By taking things down to the simplest form and focussing on working with the important componants I've managed to see possabilities and options available to me again.

So now that three option plan is unfolding to a series of options and potential that can allow me to do differant things. Each one with advantages and potential to lead into the other ideas.

With time and patiance a thread becomes a web, each strand supporting others covering more area and allowing for motion from one strand to another when individual strands become compromised.

And near as I can tell, it's not been compromised at all by a bit of the drama of recent days.

That's been the hardest part for me. Drama.

I like new things and puzzles and challenges, but when drama comes along I don't know what to do with it. It's not my area. You can't find the answer to drama, it's not a question. You can't prove or disprove it, and you certainly oppose it.

As much as we try to pretend otherwise it's a prevading fog in life. A love one is hurt, a relationship fails, a job becomes tripped up in beurocrasies. The emotional reaction to these types of things is where the drama comes from, and while the thing itself might be changed or overcome the emotions of it can't so easily be forgotten or dealt with.

Drama can be good and it can be bad, like many things in life, and even which it is can depend on the person and their individual tastes.

But for me, it just confuses me, and tangles my feet so other things get put on hold.

But maybe I should try to see about working with it. Design some tools and techniques for dealing with it. But for now there are priorities. Once I'm on more stable footing I can see about the dramatic aspects of life.

Take care of yourselves,
Roving Jack