Now I have the giggles.

I worked extra today, doing dishes and emptying out a broken freezer. And I sort of enjoyed it. And as a bonus I got many of those compliments to the effect of being able to be counted on and such.

I'm dirty and drenched.

A hostile bully in my life has just made me laugh so hard that there were very nearly tears. I love when idiots think they are brilliant and just prove themselves to be the biggest joke and still don't realise their mistakes.

I'm also immensly happy with the karma that the fool is reaping.

I've also apparently gained one or two freinds from the experiance, and that's an interesting experiance. I'm freinds with people but this is uniquely differant. It's harder, and tricky. I sort of like that sometimes. It's not always fun but intresting is good too.

Not sure what it is, maybe it's the energy of the people, many of the people around me that I call friends are often times like like the willows in a windstorm, calmly bending and bobbing and weathering the storm. These people now seem to have a bit more of the storm in them.

Good for some things, not so much for others. But having only one type of freind is like eating peas and chicken exclusively. It will keep you alive but it's hardly ideal.

So I guess the biggest differance is that right now I got a little cold blooded. I did my best to meet certain requirements and am still going to wait and see what some of the next few days turn out for me. But I've seen to my responsabilities to others. Now I just need to see to my needs and if others would like to come along that's fine.

It's much easier that way. And once that is all taken care of I will settle back into living my life the best I know how, moving ever forward toward plans and ideas that I once thought way too pipe dream to reach and now I can't imagine not heading toward them.

take care of yourselves.
Roving Jack