Sorta happy

Map done, wake early for meeting done, gas in car done, and looked up panyo and didn't understand any of the result. I did some other things too.

But mostly its nice to get some of the stuff off the list and be able to plot out where to next. I've still got a whole boat load of stuff to do and all but I figure that I can apply myself to my remaining tasks with a bit more of an even keel.

I was asked by somebody yesterday if I still do some of the projects that I occasionally do... or was it phrased as the stuff I'm always doing.

He wasn't really deeply intrested and likely couldn't recall or remember any one specific project, and that's fine. It just reminded me of all that has been going on and that I've been doing.

I still sometimes have to stop and marvel that it's only been a summer since I saw some of these people, and yet it feels like a far greater stretch of time has passed. Yet the beginnings of all this seem only yesterday and infinately far back in some ways.

My life is only begging to release it's potential and already it feels a wild managerie of dreamscapes have paraded out and swathed the world in so many colours and patterns.

(yeah bear with me, my back hurts and I've got less then three hours sleep over the last 36 hours).

it's like every kid gets a box of crayons with which to draw their world with and I discovered that underneath the standard colors like blue and green were things like 'amusing blasphemy', 'vivid whispers' and 'algorythmic symphany'.

I think it's something like falling awake.

Take care of yourselves.
Roving jack