Okay okay I'll post again

But I don't have to like it. actually what I would like more than anything right now is sleep. I am soooo very tired right now. Longer hours at work doing several jobs, many without proper materials.

Then working hard to square away a lot of things when I'm done working. Thankfully most of the people I work with and know outside of work are very understanding when I share some of what I'm faced with right now.

I'm handling it all pretty well, I think. Though I don't always share it all with everybody simply because if I didn't half of you would freak out, and that's neither warranted or helpful. Trust me, when I'm freaked out then freaking out might be an option, otherwise don't worry.

Maybe that comes from my illness a while back. Having faced tourturous pain every day for months and wasting away from starvation even as you try to find something your body can hold. It changes you a bit.

You sort of look at the other piddling crap that comes along and think, "bah, you arn't an obstacle, just a little extra flavor for the story this will all make later."

Or maybe it's just me. I have a habit of ... how to put this... Do nothing small. Goals I set myself are usually big enough, often part of something bigger still and always seem crazy from the outside.

But at the same time crisis for me tend to be a bit big as well. Whirling storm of chaos seems to fit better at times. But like rainy days and sore muscles, sometimes a little excitment is a welcome thing.

were was I... oh right, half asleep in the computer labs getting ready to do a few things before heading back to try and get some sleep before I have to be up and doing things tomorrow before work and then working and doing things after work and...

I am going to be tired for a long time to come.

Take care of yourselves,
Roving Jack