Distraction distractions

If you tried that little game out you either think I am a complete geek or you can sort of see how fun it can be.

It's also a distraction that can slow my progress in other things. So like today I've been swallowed up by one of the things I was just going to look into. Sigh oh well. Sometimes one has to allow for a bit of time to just goof off.

The thing I wonder sometimes is wether I do anything else. I mean I've a million and one novels and stories and inventions tummbling through my head and a billion and one question I want to explore but it alwasy seem that I'm not really working.

Not to imply that I'm broken or anything, which is also true, but simply that I can't for the life of me see myself as really interconnected with the rest of the world. My intrests and projects and thoughts seem to be just slightly outside of the lives of most people.

One of my bosses at work is spending his holiday with his wife in her hoe town... Kyoto Japan. And I am quite envious of him. But that's the thing that's another one of those pointeres telling me I'm just ... well a little bit off. When I've talked to some people about the envy of that trip they talk about how it a smaller area then tokyo and...

Yes but I would actually rather go to Kyoto. I would love to see the Fushimi Inari shrine. and tada there it is. Like admitting I have a favorite platonic solid, or a favorite marsupial. Like laughing at baulder being used in place of thors broken mallet, or getting excited by a recent development in nanotechnology, or writing a story about a super hero named Runcible.

There are things I like about being differant and then there are times where it's just... well, lonely. I think that's why I like going to connecticon, or socrates cafe, or my meeting with a group of people each month.

They are similar mind, granted similar is as close as they get, and even to many of them I'm a bit odd, but then they are a step off of the path most traveled themselves.

Hmm, this was not really what I had intended to write about today, but well there you have it.

I'm not sure how the weather will play out tomorrow but I'd like to post again, at the latest I will get something here by saturday.

Until then Take care of yourselves,
Roving jack